WTF!  MISS HSU IS BUSY!  I have fucking life to live!  I have fucking financial situation to take care of!  I am poor!  so I need to talk to people on Wednesday till very late and cannot return all these recreational stuff!
I paid it all for you guys in advance.  Food, Accomodation.... 2 months!  Without asking anything.  People just say ohh~ I don't wanna go.  WTF!  GO FUCK YOURSELF IF YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND JUST LIKE THAT!  I don't even make a fucking penny here!  I even got in fight with my lovely bf MANY TIMES becuz of this trip.  I said I wanna collect deposit and he said no.  WTF!  Then ppl come and go, this and that.  FUCK

DON"T WANNA GO ANYMORE.  YOU GUYS GO FUCK EACH OTHER.  I AM STAYING IN VAN with ALL MY FOOD!  crap, I left it in ppl's car...

anyway... i'm just emo.  I hate ppl ditching me.  I hate ppl threatening me.  I hate ppl think that phoebe's gonna do everythin for them... what am i huh?  nanny huh?  I ask you becuz I see you like a friend.  not becuz i see u as my kids.  even if I have my own kids, i'll ask them to go book everything and research everything themselves.  they better earn their own money too! 

歐陽克: 怎樣才算付出自己的真心?

穆念慈: 當自己的一切 甚至連性命都不重要 你的心只屬於他這個人　即使如何讓你心痛　心傷 你也無法離棄　義無反顧 沒有選擇　沒有猶豫　非如此不可

It's from Jin Yung's The Legend of the Condor Heroes.  Sounds a bit cliche when you try to type it out, but it is very touching when you knew how much a bastard 楊康 is. 

People in real life don't seem to hold this type of love anymore.  Are people less worthy now?  Is love less valuable?  Or we just think that if I'm the only person that is persistent while others aren't, I am at disadvantage?  Or we just simply call that we grew up?  nah...

Love takes both sides to make it work.  I hope we all find our own 非如此不可 in life, or do not leave our once 非如此不可 by accident.  If this person was once that special, there must be a special reason.

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